This article begins with a central question: whether I should continue writing and publishing in an academic climate in which scholarly publishing involves its own challenges and tensions amid broader economic pressures in the country where I live. Rather than providing a definitive answer, it offers an alternative perspective on scholarly publishing. Drawing on my lived experiences, conversations, and readings, I explore academic writing as both a source of pressure and a means of making sense of lived experience. I consider how writing and publishing have enriched my identity, fostered a sense of agency, and supported my well-being, while academic networks and publication-driven practices shape what gets circulated. The article also highlights the importance of timely scholarship and the possibility that authentic writing can retain meaning beyond publication metrics. I conclude by suggesting more inclusive publishing practices that give emerging researchers space to write with purpose, participate meaningfully, and build sustainable scholarly lives.
Aminifard, Y. (2026). “I Avoid Becoming a Publicationholic”: A TESOL Educator’s Autoethnographic Reflection on Scholarly Publishing. Teaching English as a Second Language Quarterly, (), -. doi: 10.22099/tesl.2026.56660.3523
MLA
Aminifard, Y. . "“I Avoid Becoming a Publicationholic”: A TESOL Educator’s Autoethnographic Reflection on Scholarly Publishing", Teaching English as a Second Language Quarterly, , , 2026, -. doi: 10.22099/tesl.2026.56660.3523
HARVARD
Aminifard, Y. (2026). '“I Avoid Becoming a Publicationholic”: A TESOL Educator’s Autoethnographic Reflection on Scholarly Publishing', Teaching English as a Second Language Quarterly, (), pp. -. doi: 10.22099/tesl.2026.56660.3523
CHICAGO
Y. Aminifard, "“I Avoid Becoming a Publicationholic”: A TESOL Educator’s Autoethnographic Reflection on Scholarly Publishing," Teaching English as a Second Language Quarterly, (2026): -, doi: 10.22099/tesl.2026.56660.3523
VANCOUVER
Aminifard, Y. “I Avoid Becoming a Publicationholic”: A TESOL Educator’s Autoethnographic Reflection on Scholarly Publishing. Teaching English as a Second Language Quarterly, 2026; (): -. doi: 10.22099/tesl.2026.56660.3523